So my first book of 2018, My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante, was also, technically—for about the first 40 pages or so—one of my last books of 2017, helping me make good on a vague resolution to let myself re-read something in 2017.*
I first read this late in 2015; Elena Ferrante was white-hot at the time, around the time the fourth and final Neapolitan novel was coming out in English, and this was one of those rare occasions I felt myself consciously aligned with the literary zeitgeist. (I mean, she's probably still white hot, but I'm pretty sure my finger and the pulse of the literary community haven't exactly snuggled much in a while.) Despite the omnipresent love for the series, I didn't fall in love myself. I liked it well enough, I think, but for whatever (unrecorded, I suspect) reason or reasons, it didn't click for me.
I spent a fair portion of this past year considering various options before, in the final couple days of December, landing on Friend as my re-read for the year. It felt like unfinished business—not that there isn't plenty of that in my reading history, but some lingering feeling of curiosity about the rest of the series must have stuck with me over the last couple years. I'm happy to say that, while I still can't say I love this book, it did click more for me this time, and I'm happily, vaguely non-planning on reading the rest of the series this year.
I suspect some books, you come to them with certain expectations, and those books need an extra reading so they can break through those expectations, to help you see it for what it actually is. My first time through, I knew the series dealt with a complex friendship (or was it a complicated relationship?) between two women, starting with their childhoods and running through the courses of their lives. And the first book certainly sets that up. But that's not the full story, I think, and what stuck with me from the first reading and I had a better headspace for this time is the context in which that friendship plays out, the violence and confusion and ugliness of the world in which these two find themselves and each other. I enjoyed the depiction of Naples and the wealth of characters who populated it; the scene and setting kept me hooked throughout.
It was generally pleasing to see that the book didn't feel like a complete stranger this time through, that whatever I picked up the first time through really did help me like it more this time, knowing what I was getting myself into. Plenty of story beats came back into focus as I read through them; the fireworks sequence once again stood out for me, the two girls leaving town for the first time thinking they could walk to the ocean; there was also the general theme of men being total creepshows. (Topical.)
And yet, again, as I think happened my first time through, I found myself feeling a little drifty toward the end. What about the focus on Lila's wedding is it that trips me up? Or Elena's schooling, and my inability to internalize what a big deal that is for her or her community? The distance between these two characters representing itself as a haziness between me and the book? Something. Or it has to do with all those characters I'm (lazily) not tracking as well as I should clouding up the works.
In any case, I dug it, on the whole. Not in an I'm-addicted way, but I'm still glad I'm fairly well committed to reading the rest of the series. Having better connected with the first book, it's easier to see how much the context of the remaining books might be necessary to help me better appreciate any of the books individually.
* - Giving myself permission to re-read more things really ought to have been included in my list of non-plans for 2018. It goes hand-in-hand with how I'm trying to reignite my interest in writing about books, in that I've come to realize that my recall of books that I've read more than ten minutes ago is terrible, and I'd like to do something about that. I guess I read very much in-the-moment these days, without any real force driving me to "retain information" or "notice things" or "actually process the words in an intelligible way"—I mean, no joke, it's been a god-long time since my English major days, and I've long since career-suicided myself off the ship that was sailing toward Professionalish Critic/Reviewer Island, and that pretty much leaves you with yet another drippy middle-aged white male with feelings and a confused-at-best relationship with writing words about the written word—and yet I sometimes realize that it is a total, complete bummer to look at my Goodreads ratings and see five-star books of which I couldn't pull up a single memory. It's a little weird. I mean, when I was told, a year or two ago, that Dhalgren was, like, 98 percent really weird sex, I think my reaction was like, what, wait, huh? I thought it was about fog or something? And so while no I'm not likely to actually re-read Dhalgren or War and Peace or do round two of the Summer of Dostoevsky Project 2006, whatever I say all the time, there are some shorter works in there I could blaze through just to see if I could see what I saw my first times through. Aaaand well I also do really want to re-read A True Novel by Minae Mizumura, which I liked quite a bit but wasn't certain I loved it at the time, but I've actually thought about it quite a bit since, though of course that's another long one for a year that's supposed to be about shorter ones. So who knows.