I've been reading The Tunnel by William H. Gass for the latest Big Read at Conversational Reading. In large part because it's one of those many books I've bought along the way with great intentions only to watch them slowly collect years' worth of dust and dammit if I'm not going to read at least a few of them before I die.
"Reading" might be the wrong word though. The wrong term. It's more like, more like drifting through it, like a photo of a vacation taken before the trip actually takes place. You see it but you don't really get it. You don't taste the ice cream. You don't sweat the sun. You're not at all there.
It really is a constant, claustrophobic reminder of human morality, of limitations on experience. A single trip is almost wasted on trying to grab it as it happens. While a return trip is only going to cost you.