I finished school in May.
Since then, I've been on break, which mostly means I've been going to my day job and then trying very hard to do not a thing at night, and failing, a lot. Turns out when you're used to going 80 miles an hour for about that many hours a week, when you suddenly have buckets of free time, and a desire to quote-unquote relax, it's real easy to wind up staring at the walls, locked in the embrace of indecision. That is, when you're not getting sucked into pretty much whatever you can justify as a way of breaking out of your "break" in order to not, you know, waste the entire night staring at the walls.
Reading, in particular, has been a casualty of this war against time, lately. I've started and stopped more books in the last few weeks than I have in probably the last ten years combined. It's a little silly.
The last book I actually finished was a doozy, though. Heliopolis by James Scudamore is a pretty fantastic little book about economic disparity of the most extreme sort. It's one of those books that's pretty great throughout and then the last few pages just pick the whole book up and slam it through the hoop it's created for itself. Killer stuff. Recommended.
So maybe it's a case of having a hard time finding the book that's meant to follow that. Or maybe it's just that I've tried too soon to break out of my YA rock block. School got intense and it was about all I could handle this last semester. Of course, even then, I was reading the His Dark Materials trilogy, so, like, yeah. Brain, pummeled. And now I'm two-thirds through the Hunger Games trilogy, with the third book finally on the shelf across from me. I suspect I'll have better luck with that than, say, DeLillo. I mean, Libra started fine and all, but. DeLillo and burn-out do not go well together.
The timing sucks. A bunch of large-scale group reads have started up across the Internet this week, such as #OccupyGaddis, a read of William Gaddis's J R, and the Conversational Reading Big Read of A Naked Singularity by Sergio De La Pava, both of which sound awesome fun to the version of Darby that has the extra free time and the desire to use some of it contemplating and writing about tough literature much more often than he's been able to the last few years, less awesome to the version of Darby that is dealing with the brain-cycle hiccup train crash that is that free time.
I've got things I should be doing, too, anyway, I guess. But.
In other news I've got a book review coming out in August that I somehow wrote during this last semester of school—I look forward to finding out what I actually wrote when the review comes out.
And I'm getting ready to self-publish a chapter of the graphic novel I started as a school project. Because it is 2012. And I can. So I will. (My imaginary Kickstarter campaign has already netted me an imaginary quajilliontry dollars so I ought to be able to handle the expense of posting the PDF and saying, "Fly.")