It's been a weird year, you guys.
From the long novel project to the sort of semi-ish still in process pop-novel project, which I don't think I've gotten around to saying anything about anywhere, to the absurd PDF blog post, an effort that sort of cemented a lot of my thoughts and feelings about how and why we talk about books (I mean, somewhere in there, maybe in an end note or something, and maybe only slightly apparent to me) to The No Crumbs Project, an effort that underwent a massive identity crisis (the panic did, indeed, set in), one that's still in progress but is starting to result in some stuff I'm quite proud of, to the one book review I published this year, for a pair of books I really do love and look forward to reading again and which I'd love to see more people reading and talking about, to the round table discussion I had the chance to participate in...it's been a year of actually a lot more activity than I necessarily might have realized, which was all around focused on nothing particularly definitive. Which is fine. Nice, even.
But, you know, weird.
I mean, just from a personal perspective. I won't even get into, like, Borders, or ebooks, or much of anything that has actually happened outside of my head.
I guess I'm left wondering in a vague non-committal way what the state of book discussion and reviewing and interpretation and actual reading is like, right now. What's happening out there? I've got a better sense of what I've got ready to bring to the table, and I'm really excited about polishing up some of this work I've been engaged in the last four months; still, there's a lot of burning questions I'd planned on asking—and getting answers to—that I never quite got fully immersed in, not the way I'd hoped to, or expected to.
At this point I guess I hope more that someone more suited to the tasks is doing that work and I get to see the results sometime. (Please.) Because now I know I've got some plans for 2012, which will take me in some interesting directions, with regards to design and story-telling and books and art. And, like, the panic will probably set back in, but. There might be some noise to be made, along the way.