Hey! 2010. That happened. It did. And now it's done. I forgive it for being done! It had to happen eventually. And on this last day of my winter vacation, the day devoted to drinking a strong pot of coffee before nervously spending the rest of the day crying myself to sleep in anticipation of having to wake up before 4 pm tomorrow and, like, having to actually shower and shave for the first time since 2010, I'm really officially ready to forgive myself all the posts I didn't get to finish. Goodbye, unwritten posts! Goodbye, incomplete thoughts! May you rest in heaven with the angels now. Yet that said I'm not quite prepared to make incredible promises about the year to come. I mean, posting wise. My TBR pile for the year is already huge. I've made some of those promises to myself, a big stack of fat novels I want to finally get through, a couple classics I want to re-read, stuff that will stand as the backbone of the reading year. And while I'd like to say I'm going to post about them a bit more frequently, these books, yeah, maybe not. School is still happening. I've been through enough optimistic beginning-of-semester stretches by this point to realize my belief that I'm going to finally crack the knack of cramming two hours into one is probably an ill-founded one. I can say I'd like to keep trying, that's something, right? Yes? No. It's not. But.
What I can say is I do plan on doing another handful of reviews this year, so long as the fine folks out there who let me write for them continue to let me write for them. So that's fun. I like doing reviews. I mean, in the sense that I like getting dental work done, right after I've had the work done, and I can go home and eat a bunch of pudding and be like, well, that was a good thing I did. (I kid. I mean, reviews are hard. But fun hard.) And I'm currently reading The Instructions by Adam Levin, because nothing says "starting the year off with a thousand page novel" like actually starting the year with a thousand page novel. There's a planned discussion set to begin sometime later this month over at Counterbalance, which I would link to but the Internet seems to be crying itself to sleep along with me today, so, you know, maybe later. I really wasn't planning on reading the book any time soon, there being enough other thousand page novels on my shelves to last me a lifetime, but, I guess it did seem like a good warm-up for the year? Maybe? I don't know. We'll see. The first chapter was pretty good. Good. Good enough. I will read more of it.
If you're interested, other books I've got lined up to read this year include:
- Infinite Jest by David Foster Wallace. It's been ten years since I first read the book, which, just thinking about that fact, makes me sort of want to vomit. And not sort of but more like definitely. But I've been saying ever since that I ought to re-read it and a ten-year re-read seems like the relatively arbitrary but oddly motivating way to go about doing so. Plus, I would personally rather re-read Infinite Jest than begin to tackle The Pale King, the pieces-parts draft of his final novel that's set to come out this year. I mean no offense to anybody who will be reading King this year, of course. Someday I imagine I will. Right now though, I'm not ready to confront the partial final remnant of a partial life.
- Against the Day by Thomas Pynchon. It has been a little over two years since I read this book, which in a personal lifetime sense is actually not that long, and which in an Internet timeline sense is about a billion years, and which in a Thomas Pynchon sense is a fractally long time (since he has actually published another book since Day came out), but, but, I've been yearning to re-read it ever since, and now, this year, I am going to. Probably. I have such a positive memory of reading the book that I think I need to see for myself if it was good in a just a one-off sense or if it could be the classic I think it was. Is. Plus I'm pretty out of touch with literary culture as a whole, I mean, in the sense that as someone who, having done the blogging thing on and off for a while and the reviewing thing for a little bit now probably "ought" to know a thing or two about the literary culture, but, that said, saying that I have little to no right to actually say this sort of thing, I will still say that I kind of get the sense that everyone sort of got "done" with this book already? Maybe? Like it came out and those who read it did and now it's left for the nerds like me to think kind thoughts about it? Or something? Like, blah blah blah, obsessed with the new, high turnover, etc etc etc. Something. Modern culture, you fickle 140 character mistress. Point being, I'd like to read it again and try to talk about it some more because I think it probably remains an excellent book that people should keep reading and talking about.
- The Recognitions by William Gaddis. My word. I've picked this book up a hundred times and read a paragraph or two and then I've put it down and then I've picked up something else that is made of candy, comparatively, because I've never felt ready to eat steak wrapped in steak on a plate of steak. This year: steak.
- Giles Goat-Boy by John Barth. Barth is one of those authors whose entire oeuvre I've been planning to work through for quite some time now. I last left off with The Sot-Weed Factor in 2007, a book which mostly consumed me for a while, and now I think I'm ready to get back into the Barth groove. I mean, it will be a different sort of groove, of course--a Cold War groove, a groove I can dig. (Though to be fair this was actually the first Barth book I ever picked up and I'd started it well before I did The Floating Opera or The End of the Road but which I dropped for whatever reason made sense at the time. Here's to fresh starts.)
- Warlock by Oakley Hall. This is, yes, the shortest book on the pile for the year. (So far. This is hardly an all-inclusive list of books for the year. Like, yes, there will be some review titles, and yes, there will be some very short books, and yes, there will be books by women. Pinkie swear.) It's a book I'd picked up randomly because, hey, NYRB books equal good fun. Then I reviewed this really good debut novel by Grace Krilanovich called The Orange Eats Creeps. It's a book that has received a really gratifying amount of buzz--it's nice to see something so weird and fun and "uh!" get so much attention. That attention included a stop by Krilanovich at Codex in which she discussed five books she'd recently read, one of which was Warlock. I don't normally dip into the "western" genre, but that bit of serendipitous timing, coupled with the up-front blurb on the book cover by Thomas Pynchon, equals a sold me.
- War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy. I hear this book is okay. I think it made a lot of year-end blog lists in 1869?
- Life and Fate by Vasily Grossman. Speaking of really huge Russian novels. This is a recent acquisition--the kind of fat book that draws the eye then hooks into it with that little NYRB bubble on the spine before devouring it whole with its back-cover description. A WWII novel submitted for publication in 1959, summarily censored, and later smuggled out of Soviet Russia and published in the U.S. in 1980, I'm kind of imagining this is going to make for an interesting paring with War and Peace. Hunches.
All of which seems like a bloody lot of book to read in a year, and it is, especially when I plan on taking a drawing class in the spring because I have a strange desire to feel humiliated to pieces on a twice-weekly basis and an independent study in the fall because I have a strange desire to do an absolute shit-ton of crazy-work for four months, and what with the day job and all, but, at least, when physically measured with hands and fingers, this pile only measures up to half the stack of the 2010 pile, which, admittedly, was smaller than it probably ought to have been, since I got lazy on occasion in 2010. (And The Instructions is way bloody fattier than it needs to be. I think the thing is bound with a used-up Slinky.) So, you know, plenty of time for the other things I plan to read and then fail to talk about as much as I should, except for those books which I will very much talk about almost as much as they deserve, including books slated to come out this year, some of which you fill find in a list at The Millions and in a list at Reading is Breathing and in a list at Conversational Reading. (So, yes, publisher-type people: I still want to know about books you think I might want to review that might be up my alley. Drop me a line. I've had the most fun with reviews when I've picked up a book, started it, and then felt compelled to find a place to make me write about it.) Plus I might actually catch up on books from 2010 that I never got around to. (I'm looking at you, The Passage and Skippy Dies, you also not-skinny novels.)
Also I am vaguely planning other things that may begin to fold in my interest in design and visual communication work. Here's to seeing.